Ooops!  My day count was off yesterday, and so was my perception.  My feeling that if you see something that needs to be done or could be made better  - do it!  Don't put it onto someone else if you have the where-with-all to fix or improve it.  Boy was I ever wrong and I got the wheels knocked off my wagon.  I went boldly ahead with a plan and found out I didn't go through the PROPER channels.  I really do understand  my mistake now however, the feeling that I never want to do another thing to help is overwhelming me.  It took over my insides after the incident even though I put on a brave, everything's alright face.  I was so relieved when that meeting was over but it left me in a fog greater than the one we had on Monday!  I was very anxious all day yesterday and it won't go away.   How did I cope?  Take a guess.  Today I feel lower than whale-droppings.  Not self-pity but just plain 'unfit for human consumption.'  Has anyone else ever felt like this?